Ash Wednesday is the beginning of Lent--that desert time in the Church Year which corresponds with Jesus' 40 days and
40 nights in the wilderness before he began his ministry in Galilee. When we take our cues from the unfolding of his story
in scripture, we can clearly see that this is a time of preparation—it’s about doing the deep inner work that
is necessary to discover who we are and how we relate with God.
If we
are to walk the way of the cross with Jesus, then we must be prepared for all that that involves. But here’s the catch:
We cannot do it alone. Ash Wednesday serves as a keen reminder of that fact. We need the grace of God in our lives as a buoy
of hope and forgiveness and healing in the midst of our brokenness.
Part of
my Lenten discipline is to re-read a short article about “Functional Atheism” written by Parker Palmer, which
I will post on the website at the end of this sermon manuscript, (and we’ve made a few copies and placed them on the
narthex table—feel free to take one if you like).This article has become a powerful tool in my observance of a holy
lent, and I would encourage all of you to read it as well. Palmer is a teacher, theologian, and author who is widely respected
for his insights into the human condition—with all its magnificent beauty and its appalling shortcomings. He contends
that many of us in this modern age are guilty of “functional atheism.”
“This is the belief that ultimate responsibility for everything rests with me. It is a belief
held even among people [who profess faith in God], people who do not understand themselves as atheists but whose behavior
belies their belief!
”Functional atheism is an unconscious mindset that leads to workaholic behavior, to
burn-out, to stressed and strained and broken relationships, to unhealthy priorities. Functional atheism is the unexamined
conviction within us that if anything decent is going to happen here, I am the one who needs to make it happen.
The Church, in its wisdom, has developed traditions that help us turn from this focus on ourselves,
and reorient our lives to God who is indeed the real protagonist in our story. Lent is just such a tradition—designed
to turn again to God, and remember that we cannot do this—this life—alone. We need God.
But as Thomas Cranmer wrote in the Preface to the first Book of Common Prayer nearly 500 years ago:
“there was never any thing by the wit of man so well devised, or so sure established, which in continuance of time hath
not been corrupted.” Left to our own devices, we even manage to mess up the holy things that are intended to help us
rediscover the truth of who God is and how we relate to God. And so even Lent has at times through the centuries been distorted.
How often has the focus of Lent become not the preparation and turning again to God but the acts of piety themselves—fasting,
prayer and almsgiving? How often has giving up chocolate triggered just more thought about chocolate?
The challenge before us is striving to see God in our midst. We bear the ashes on our foreheads to
ponder the truth that we cannot do it alone. The Lenten disciplines of fasting, prayer, and almsgiving, about which Jesus
teaches in today’s gospel, are not ways by which we earn our way into God’s good graces. The Lenten disciplines
are methods by which we can trim our lamps so that we are better able to find God toiling tirelessly in the world, working
to heal and restore and redeem. The Lenten disciplines are not the purpose of Lent, but rather the means by which we can find
the end, which is union with God in Christ Jesus.
And so we make our prayer
as Cranmer did and countless others have and will this day the world over: “Create and make in us new and contrite hearts,
O Lord.” We cannot do it alone.
And so we turn to God who has created us and to whom we
make our prayer of humble repentance and devotion.
References
Palmer,
Parker J. “Leading from Within,” Let Your Life Speak: Listening for the Voice of Vocation.
Copyright © 2000 by John Wiley & Sons, Inc.
Book of Common Prayer, 1979. Historical Documents. http://justus.anglican.org/resources/bcp/
I
want to quote some remarks that Vaclav Havel (playwright, dissident, prisoner, and now president of Czechoslovakia) made to
the U.S. Congress just a few weeks ago. It was surely one of the most remarkable speeches ever delivered on the floor of our
national legislative body:
As
long as people are people, democracy, in the full sense of the word, will always be no more than an ideal. In this sense,
you too are merely approaching democracy uninterruptedly for more than 200 years, and your journey toward the horizon has
never been disrupted by a totalitarian system.
The communist type of totalitarian system has left both our nations, Czechs and Slovaks, as it has all the nations of
the Soviet Union and the other countries the Soviet Union subjugated in its time, a legacy of countless dead, an infinite
spectrum of human suffering, profound economic decline and, above all, enormous human humiliation. It has brought us horrors
that fortunately you have not known. [I think we Americans should confess that some in our country have known such horrors.--P.
J. P.]
It has given us something positive,
a special capacity to look from time to time somewhat further than someone who has not undergone this bitter experience. A
person who cannot move and lead a somewhat normal life because he is pinned under a boulder has more time to think about his
hopes than someone who is not trapped that way.
What I'm trying to say is this: we must all learn many things from you, from how to educate our offspring,
how to elect our representatives, all the way to how to organize our economic life so that it will lead to prosperity, and
not to poverty. But it doesn't have to be merely assistance from the well educated, powerful and wealthy to someone who has
nothing and therefore has nothing to offer in return.
We too can offer something to you: our experience and the knowledge that has come from
it. The specific experience I'm talking about has given me one certainty: consciousness precedes being, and not the other
way around, as the Marxists claim. For this reason, the salvation of this human world lies nowhere else than in the human
heart, in the human power to reflect, in human meekness and in human responsibility. Without a global revolution in the sphere
of human consciousness, nothing will change for the better in the sphere of our being as humans, and the catastrophe toward
which this world is healed--be it ecological, social, demographic or a general breakdown of civilization--will be unavoidable.
I don't know if there has ever
been, from a more remarkable source, a stronger affirmation of the work of religion and higher education than Havel's words,
"Consciousness precedes being," and "The salvation of the world lies in the human heart." Here is the
heart of the matter--the formation of the human heart, the reformation of the human heart, and the rescuing of the human heart
from all its deformations.
Matter,
he is trying to tell us, is not the fundamental factor in the movement of history. Spirit is. Consciousness is. Human awareness
is. Thought is. Spirituality is. Those are the deep sources of freedom and power with which people have been able to move
boulders and create change…
How many times have you heard, "Those are good ideas, inspiring notions, but the reality is..."? How many
times have you heard people try to limit our creativity by treating institutional and economic realities as absolute constraints
on what we are able to do? How many times have you waited for a foundation grant before taking a step? How may times have
you worked in systems based on the belief that only changes that really matter are the ones that you can count or measure
or tally up externally? This is not just a Marxist problem. This is a human problem, at least in our 20th century, technological
society.
Vaclav Havel has said some hard
things to his own people about how they conspired in the domination of a tyrannical Communist system through their passivity.
We too, are responsible for the existence of tyrannical conditions, of external constraints which crush our spirit, because
we are responsible for co-creating the world through the projection of our internal limitations. The spiritual traditions
tell us that we have complicity in the making of the world as it is. We are not victims of that world; we are its co-creators.
The fact that we have complicity in world-making is a source of awesome responsibility (sometimes painful responsibility),
and a source of profound hope for change…
The insight that I want to draw from the spiritual traditions, and from Havel, is an insight that
may be best expressed in a word from depth psychology. The word is "projection." We share responsibility for creating
the external world by projecting either a spirit of light or a spirit of shadow on that which is "other" than us.
Either a spirit of hope or a spirit of despair. Either an inner confidence in wholeness and integration, or an inner terror
about life being diseased and ultimately terminal. We have a choice about what we are going to project, and in that choice
we help create the world that is. "Consciousness precedes being."
Leaders Have a Shadow Side
What does all of this have to do with leadership,
and with the relation of leadership to spirituality? I'll give you a quick definition of a leader: A leader is a person who
has an unusual degree of power to project on other people his or her shadow, or his or her light. A leader is a person who
has an unusual degree of power to create the conditions under which other people must live and move and have their being--conditions
that can either be as illuminating as heaven or as shadowy as hell. A leader is a person who must take special responsibility
for what's going on inside him or her self, inside his or her consciousness, lest the act of leadership create more harm than
good.
I want to look at the shadow
side of leadership. In the literature on leadership there are so many pamphlets and books which seem to be about "the
power of positive thinking." I am afraid that they may feed a common delusion among leaders that their efforts are always
well intended, their power always benign. I suggest that the challenge is to examine our consciousness for those ways in which
we project more shadow than light.
I'm thinking about a clergy person who has a choice between creating conditions in a congregation which are of the light,
or conditions which are of the shadow. I'm thinking about the CEO of a corporation, large or small, who faces the same choice
day in and day out--but often does not even know that the choice is being made.
The problem is that people rise to leadership in our society by a tendency towards
extroversion, which means a tendency to ignore what is going on inside themselves. Leaders rise to power in our society by
operating very competently and effectively in the external world, sometimes at the cost of internal awareness. I'm suggesting
that leaders, in the very way they become leaders, may tend to be people who screen out the inner consciousness that Vaclav
Havel is calling us to attend to. I have met many leaders whose confidence in the external world is so high that they regard
the inner life as illusory, as a waste of time, as a magical fantasy trip into a region that doesn't even exist. But the link
between leadership and spirituality calls us to re-examine that denial of inner life.
I think leaders often feed themselves on "the power of
positive thinking" because their jobs are hard. They face many external discouragements. They don't get a lot of reward,
and so they feel a need to "psyche themselves up" even if it means ignoring the inner shadow. Of course, leaders
are supported in this by an American culture that wants to externalize everything, that wants (just as much as Marx ever did)
to see the good life as a matter of outer arrangements rather than of inner well-being.
I've looked at some training programs for leaders. I'm discouraged
by how often they focus on the development of skills to manipulate the external world rather than the skills necessary to
go inward and make the inner journey. I find that discouraging because it feeds a dangerous syndrome in leadership….
Out of the Shadow,
Into the Light
I want to talk specifically about the shadow life of leaders. I'd like to talk about the way those shadows get projected
on institutions and on our society. I'd like to talk about some monsters that leaders need to ride all the way down if we
are to create less shadow and more light. I have five of them as a sampler, and a few thoughts on how the inner journey might
transform our leadership at these five points.
One of the biggest shadows inside a lot of leaders is deep insecurity about their own identity, their
own worth. That insecurity is hard to see in extroverted people. But the extroversion is often here precisely because we are
insecure about who we are and are trying to prove ourselves in the external world rather than wrestling with our inner identity.
This insecurity takes a specific
form that I have seen many times, (especially in men), and I see it in myself: we have an identity that is so hooked up with
external, institutional functions that we may literally die when those functions are taken away from us. We live in terror
at the thought of what will happen to us if our institutional identity were ever to disappear.
Do you know the tragedy I see in our institutions when leaders
operate with a deep, unexamined insecurity about their own identity? These leaders create institutional settings which deprive
other people of their identity as a way of dealing with the unexamined fears in the leaders themselves.
Can I give a simple little example,
which may even be painful? I am astonished at the number of times I call an office and the person who answers the phone says.
"Dr. Jones' office; this is Nancy," because the boss has said to do it that way. The leader has a title and no first
name; the person who answers the phone doesn't even have a last name. This is a powerful example of depriving someone else
of an identity in order to enhance your own.
Everywhere I look I see institutions that are depriving large numbers of people of their identity so that a few people
can enhance theirs….
That's
the first shadow of leadership I want to name. The second shadow that is inside a lot of us (and please understand that I
am talking about myself and my struggles here as much as anybody else's), is the perception that the universe is essentially
hostile to human interests and that life is fundamentally a battleground.
As I listen to everyday discourse, it is amazing to me how many battle images I hear
as people go about the work of leadership. We talk about tactics and strategy, about using our "big guns," about
"do or die," about wins and losses. The imagery here suggests that if we fail to be fiercely competitive, we're
going to lose, because the basic structure of the universe is a vast combat. The tragedy of that inner shadow, that unexamined
inner fear, is that it helps create situations where people actually have to live that way. It becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy.
The self-fulfilling prophecy is
a central concept in the problem that I'm talking about. A quick example: A bank in this town may be a perfectly sound bank.
But if enough people start a false rumor that it's an insolvent bank, everybody will line up to withdraw their money and the
bank will be insolvent because the prophecy has fulfilled itself.
Our commitment to competition is a self-fulfilling prophecy. Yes, the world is competitive, but only
because we make it that way. Some of the best places in our world, some of the best corporations, some of the best schools,
are learning that there is another way of going about things, a way that's consensual, that's cooperative, that's communal.
They are fulfilling a different prophecy and creating a different reality.
The spiritual gift we receive as we take the inward journey is the knowledge that the
universe is working together for good. The universe really isn't out to get anybody; the structure of reality is not the structure
of a battle or a combat. Yes, there's death, but it's part of the cycle of life, and when people learn to move with that cycle
there is a coherence and great harmony in our lives. That's the spiritual insight that can transform this particular dimension
of leadership--and transform our institutions.
The third shadow in leaders I call "functional atheism." This is the belief that ultimate
responsibility for everything rests with me. It is a belief held even among people whose theology affirms a higher power than
the human self, people who do not understand themselves as atheists but whose behavior belies their belief!
Functional atheism is an unconscious
belief that leads to workaholic behavior, to burn-out, to stressed and strained and broken relationships, to unhealthy priorities.
Functional atheism is the unexamined conviction within us that if anything decent is going to happen here, I am the one who
needs to make it happen. Functional atheism is the reason why the average group (according to studies) can tolerate only 15
seconds of silence; people believe that if they are not making noise, nothing is happening! Functional atheism is an inner
shadow of leaders that leads to dysfunctional behavior on every level of our lives.
The great gift we receive on the inner journey is the certain
knowledge that ours is not the only act in town. Not only are there other acts in town, but some of them, from time to time,
are even better than ours! On this inner journey we learn that we do not have to carry the whole load, that we can be empowered
by sharing the load with others, and that sometimes we are even free to lay our part of the load down. On the inner journey
we learn that co-creation leaves us free to do only what we are called and able to do, and to trust the rest to other hands.
With that learning, we become leaders who cast less shadow and more light.
The fourth shadow among leaders is fear. There are many kinds of fear, but I am thinking
especially of our fear of the natural chaos of life. I think a lot of leaders become leaders because they have a life-long
devotion to eliminating all remnants of chaos from the world. They're trying to order and organize things so thoroughly that
nasty stuff will never bubble around us (such nasty stuff as dissent, innovation, challenge, change)….
My final example of the shadows
that leaders can project on others involves the denial of death. We live in a culture that just does not want to talk about
things dying. You see this all the time in our institutional life. You see leaders all over the place demanding that they
themselves, and the people who work for them, artificially maintain things that aren't alive any longer and maybe never have
been. Projects and programs that should have been laid down ten years ago are still on the life-support system even though
they've been in a coma for decades.
There's fear in this denial of death, the fear of negative evaluation, the fear of public failure. Surprisingly, the
people in our culture who are least afraid of death, in this sense, are the scientists. The scientific community really honors
the failure of hypothesis because they learn something from the death of an idea. But in a lot of organizations, if you fail
at what you are doing, you'll find a pink slip in your box. Again, the best organizations and leaders, I think, are asking
people to take action that may sometimes lead to failure, to understand that from failure we learn.
The spiritual gift on the inner journey is the knowledge
that death is natural and that death is not the final word….
Finally, we need to remember that all the great spiritual traditions, when you boil them down, are
saying one simple thing: BE NOT AFRAID! They don't say you can't have fear, because we all have fears, and leaders have fears
a plenty. But they say you don't have to be your fears, and you don't have to create a world in which those fears dominate
the conditions of many, many people.